"The Soul's distinct | connection," about early 1865, in Set 5.3 (H 175). Stationery: wove, cream, with a light rule. This transcription is based on the facsimile reproduction of the manuscript in R. W. Franklin's The Manuscript Books of Emily Dickinson, vol. 2, p. 1035.

The Soul's distinct
connection -
With immortality
Is best disclosed by
Danger
Or quick Calamity -

As Lightening on a
Landscape
+Exhibits Sheets of Place -
+Not yet suspected - but
for +Flash -
And +Click - and Suddenness -

+Develops + still unsus-
pected + Fork + Bolt

      ____________

[MSS: H 175]





To T. W. Higginson, dated by Higginson: July 1862. Ink. Envelope addressed: T. W. Higginson / Princeton / Massachusetts. Postmarked: Jul (?) 1862. Dickinson enclosed four poems with the letter: "Of Tribulation these are they," "Your Riches taught me poverty," "Some keep the Sabbath going to Church," and "Success is counted sweetest."

Could you believe me - without? I had no portrait, now, but am small, like the Wren, and my Hair is bold, like the Chestnut Bur - and my eyes, like the Sherry in the Glass, that the Guest leaves - Would this do just as well?

It often alarms Father - He says Death might occur, and he has Molds of all the rest - but has no Mold of me, but I noticed the Quick wore off those things, in a few days, and forestall the dishonor - You will think no caprice of me -

You said "Dark." I know the Butterfly - and the Lizard - and the Orchis -

Are not those your Countrymen?

I am happy to be your scholar, and will deserve the kindness, I cannot repay.

If you truly consent, I recite, now -

Will you tell me my fault, frankly as to yourself, for I had rather wince, than die. Men do not call the surgeon, to commend - the Bone, but to set it, Sir, and fracture within, is more critical. And for this, Preceptor, I shall bring you - Obedience - the Blossom from my Garden, and every gratitude I know. Perhaps you smile at me. I could not stop for that - My Business is Circumference - An ignorance, not of Customs, but if caught with the Dawn - or the Sunset see me - Myself the only Kangaroo among the Beauty, Sir, if you please, it afflicts me, and I thought that instruction would take it away.

Because you have much business, beside the growth of me - you will appoint, yourself, how often I shall come - without your inconvenience. And if at any time - you regret you received me, or I prove a different fabric to that you supposed - you must banish me -

When I state myself, as the Representative of the Verse - it does not mean - me - but a supposed person. You are true, about the "perfection."

Today, makes Yesterday mean.

You spoke of Pippa Passes - I never heard anybody speak of Pippa Passes - before.

You see my posture is benighted. To thank you, baffles me. Are you perfectly powerful? Had I a pleasure you had not, I could delight to bring it.

Your Scholar

[MSS: BPL (Higg 54)]





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