Letters
from Dickinson to Thomas Wentworth Higginson (1863-64)
February 1863:
Dear friend
I did not deem that Planetary forces annulled - but suffered an Exchange
of Territory, or World -
I should have liked to see you, before you became improbable. War feels
to me an oblique place - Should there be other Summers, would you perhaps
come?
I found you were gone, by accident, as I find Systems are, or Seasons
of the year, and obtain no cause - but suppose it a treason of Progress
- that dissolves as it goes. Carlo - still remained - and I told him -
Best gains - must have the Losses' Test -
To constitute them - Gains -
My Shaggy Ally assented -
Perhaps Death - gave me awe for friends - striking sharp and early, for
I held them since - in a brittle love - of more alarm, than peace. I trust
you may pass the limit of War, and though not reared to prayer - when
service is had in Church, for Our Arms, I include yourself - I, too, have
an "Island" - whose "Rose and Magnolia" are in the
Egg, and it's "Black Berry" but a spicy prospective, yet as
you say, "Fascination" is absolute of Clime. I was thinking,
today - as I noticed, that the "Supernatural," was only the
Natural, disclosed -
Not "Revelation" - 'tis - that waits,
But our unfurnished eyes -
But I fear I detain you -
Should you, before this reaches you, experience immortality, who will
inform me of the Exchange? Could you, with honor, avoid Death, I entreat
you - Sir - It would bereave
Your Gnome -
I trust the "Procession of Flowers"
was not a premonition -
Cambridge,
early June 1864
Dear friend,
Are you in danger -
I did not know that you were hurt. Will you tell me more? Mr Hawthorne
died.
I was ill since September, and since April, in Boston, for a Physician's
care - He does not let me go, yet I work in
my Prison, and make Guests for myself -
Carlo did not come, because that he would die, in Jail, and the Mountains,
I could not hold now, so i brought but
the Gods -
I wish to see you more than before I failed - Will you tell me your health?
I am surprised and anxious, since receiving your note -
The only News I know
Is Bulletins all day
From Immortality.
Can you render my Pencil?
The Physician has taken away my Pen.
I enclose the address from a letter, lest my figures fail - Knowledge
of your recovery - would excel my own -
E- Dickinson
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